Long Time No See

Hi, everybody! It's indeed a long time since i last posted on my blog. Well, there's nothing interesting to divulge. So, why waste time anyway? I thought I might cry or jump or faint today, considering today is D-day (A-Levels results are already out). In fact it caught me off guard of how calm and composed I have been today (Nice!). I have to admit though that I was a little nervous moments before collecting my result but the waiting has drained me of energy. Towards the end, my lethargy overtook my anxiety. A remark by one of the boys tickled me even up till now - He said of how akin the procedure of entering the meeting room to the American Idol auditions we all often watch on screen. Lol.... can't agree more. Out of the audition room feeling a little disappointed, felt really reluctant to give my father a ring but he has called a couple of times acquiring about my results. What else can I do? He sounded bewildered. He wasn't sure if that result was good or poor. Can't blame him. I don't even know it myself. The feeling was exactly like when I collected my SPM result. It was neither great nor abysmal, just had that feeling that it could have been better. I wasn't jumping for joy nor shedding tears out of disappointment. 'Sceptical' should be the fittest word to describe that feeling. Reached home, told my mother about this and she said this - "Okay ar". I really don't know what does that mean. My father called up one of his clients who is a lawyer and asked her about my result. She said that getting As and Bs in the A-Levels is a great achievement and that carved a big smile on my father's face. Haha.... let's hope what she says is true.