Moment of Truth

The moment of truth is about to come confront me. The result of my year long hard work is about to be revealed within hours. I don't want it to come near me. I don't want to know how I fared - because so long as it remains under wraps, there is still that hope no matter how tiny it is that I can continue hanging onto. Once it's out in the open everything will change - plans, expectations, routines, routes, the reactions I will have to endure. I want to continue hiding in this bubble of comfort, basking in the ray of hope.