Friday, October 28, 2016

Out of the Door

All of a sudden, it became so vividly clear to me - that I have to leave this place. 

Friday, September 4, 2015

It's All A Lie

I have always taken pride in where I am now and the people I am surrounded with. But today, that pride I had had been taken away by the people I once believed were the best people one can ever learn from. I am now left exposed, fragile and vulnerable. The people I counted on are no longer the people I can rely on. I have been betrayed. He asked not to take this as a punishment, but a motivation to strive further and work harder - bunch of BS! He failed to realise he had just stabbed my heart with a sharp dagger. The wound is so bad that I can no longer bring myself to serve him or his purpose. I can't wait to see the day I wish them all farewell.

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Ears and Mouth

Of course, the most cruel thing to have ever fallen upon your ears has to come from the mouth of your closest friend.

Thursday, October 31, 2013

That One Phone Call

It hasn't quite sunk in yet. The delight and gratitude of being given a second chance. That moment when you thought nothing's ever going to go your way but a single phone call makes everything falls into place.

A New Chapter

Tomorrow will mark the beginning of a new chapter or as Jackie once put it, "the beginning of the end". The path to foreclose the previous one and to get here has been nothing short of a roller coaster ride. The many places I was made to travel, the endless questions I struggled to churn out an answer to, the misery of rejection that I was forced to put through - I have remained undefeated by them all and I am proud of my feat.

I don't know what will tomorrow make me go through. One thing for sure, I will not succumb anymore.

Friday, September 27, 2013

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Ain't No Mountain High Enough

Know what, this is good enough. I don't need to be given the centre stage. I don't need the glitz and glam. I don't need the stares dying from envy. I just need to get this through, done and dusted with. And I just have!